Fuck!

That subject was for Edward, who doesn't really believe it's me doing this blog until he sees extensive f-bombs. So there.

Fuck, I really have to run a 5k on Saturday? This is me beginning the freak out. I am going to run tomorrow, but I may not run again until the race, just to make sure I'm not sore or whatevs. The thing that really sucks about how well I've done through this whole process is the fact that I have not lost a goddamn pound. Seriously?!?! I hadn't been doing ANYTHING before this and I maintained better than I have the last month. Jesus. And don't give me that "muscle weighs more than fat" bullshit. Because I know how much muscle fucking weighs, and I have measured myself and almost thrown up. So don't give me that.

Okay, enough bitching. Haven't had one of those in a while, it was time! I am excited though. Can't wait to see my little cousin in her (what I imagine to be) hella cute running duds. Should be a fun time. And I have new running tights! They are cute too.

5k Week.

I can't honestly say I've finished week 6; I'm really having trouble with sustained runs. I don't know if I'm truly tiring out, or just bored as hell and wanting a change. This morning, I think I was actually tired, but yesterday I think I could have run the whole 20 minutes; I was just really sick of the monotony! I think the 5k will be better because I'll have my cousin with me, and there will be lots of runners for us to interact with, and I won't wanna look like a lazy fat-ass in front of any of them!

It's the final countdown! (I sang that song to John this morning too; he finishes school THIS WEEK!!! FOR GOOD!!!!!!)

Week 6, bitches!

I did that yesterday. I rule. After work, super tired, and having to pee. But I fucking did it! Lil' sore today, but gonna run tomorrow. Week 6, day2 is upon us, kids. One week to 5k. 7 days. Doesn't seem quite as daunting now tho!

Week 5, day 3!

Finished week 5 today! Also, I ran this morning so didn't have to do it at lunch. That made it nice. Countdown to 5k: 10 days! I will finish week 6 and maybe start on week 7 by then! Go somewhat healthy librarian!

Running at work

It sucks, right?!?! There is no good place to change, and I spend the rest of the day not so fresh. But it is nice that I CAN run at work, for the days like today, when I could have stayed in bed all day long... And pretty much did! Week 5, day2 is done. Wooooo! 5k is next weekend. Yikes!

Oh hey, I started week 5!

As well as I'm doing with exercise, I am totally eating like crap. Next step is to marry those two bastions of health: eating right AND exercising.
If only I worked out as much as, say, Michael phelps, then I could eat as shitty as I please! No? Damn.

Week 4 will be my bitch tomorrow.

Finished day 2 today. Gonna finish this bitch up tomorrow! I think week 4 is one of the hardest weeks, so I look forward to finishing this ASAP.
It is not helpful that I ran today and walked the dogs, but then came home and had pizza and cheese nips. Baby steps.